i don’t know what to do. mikey is free, oppa is free, my heart is meddled with once, twice, rinse, repeat, end. what am i supposed to do in this predicament? i like oppa, i can’t help but like mikey as well. mikey’s always there to make me laugh. oppa is there to make me smilee even when i force myself not to. i don’t wanna compare them both. they’re both incomparable. i hate that i’m easily swayed, the closest one gets the upper hand. close as in any way possible. mikey’s there everyday. i miss oppa.
today he stole my identity. my identity as in SSN as today we had to fill out our AP packets. lord knows that i’m completely unprepared to take such a test. anyways, my identity was printed on a bright neon yellow paper and he takes it from me and i grab his belt. he’s taken aback and i reach for my SSN again. i grab his hand, he holds onto it and doesn’t let go..
ergh, i like being w/ both guys. i like that i can insult mikey and he can insult me back. i like how i can tell anything to oppa, and hopefully he’s telling everything to me. with mikey i can do whatever, act however. with oppa i’m still a bit apprehensive and carefully walking on eggshells. i don’t like labeling my pros and cons in front of me. but it must be done as i have to remember and publish my thoughts as soon as they come.
