oh lordy, talking about my future with oppa is a bit daunting. i don’t know how to feel about this. scared? happy? excited? i’m just in a large pool of uncertainty, walking upon eggshells, making it through day to day. i really want to have something more with him. something more than an average high school couple. although we may not be a couple.. i don’t know. just talking about our summer plans together is scary. i like him. but i’m not sure why. i just love to question myself, become skeptical about things, worry, and prepare for the worst. sweet pessimism.
i like floating on cloud nine. i don’t ever want to have to come back down ever again.
古波蔵 says: (10:34:49 PM)
you should of went public school
古波蔵 says: (10:34:51 PM)
with me =]
`pauulaaaaaaaaaa says: (10:34:55 PM)
lol
`pauulaaaaaaaaaa says: (10:35:01 PM)
too late you’re leaving
古波蔵 says: (10:35:37 PM)
=[ i know
古波蔵 says: (10:35:44 PM)
its okay ill be driving soon
古波蔵 says: (10:35:54 PM)
so ill just go to your house when i miss you =]
`pauulaaaaaaaaaa says: (10:36:06 PM)
does that mean everyday? (: hahah
`pauulaaaaaaaaaa says: (10:36:10 PM)
jkjk gas is expensive
古波蔵 says: (10:36:55 PM)
ahah =] if you want
古波蔵 says: (10:37:02 PM)
if oyu have the time next year
`pauulaaaaaaaaaa says: (10:37:10 PM)
i will
古波蔵 says: (10:37:13 PM)
im going to cerritos college and your like 10 minutes away =]
`pauulaaaaaaaaaa says: (10:37:20 PM)
i might take japanese at cerritos college at night tho
古波蔵 says: (10:37:28 PM)
i have night classes too
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`pauulaaaaaaaaaa says: (10:40:27 PM)
you’re taking summer classes?
`pauulaaaaaaaaaa says: (10:40:55 PM)
everyday or a couple of times a week?
古波蔵 says: (10:41:05 PM)
everyday
古波蔵 says: (10:41:13 PM)
except for friday saturday sunday
古波蔵 says: (10:41:24 PM)
from 6-3 and 4-7
古波蔵 says: (10:41:26 PM)
=[
`pauulaaaaaaaaaa says: (10:41:54 PM)
wow
`pauulaaaaaaaaaa says: (10:42:03 PM)
lol i'll visit you in between
`pauulaaaaaaaaaa says: (10:42:08 PM)
or after
古波蔵 says: (10:42:41 PM)
haha how bout both =]
`pauulaaaaaaaaaa says: (10:42:45 PM)
ahahhaa
`pauulaaaaaaaaaa says: (10:43:03 PM)
iono i think i might work depending
`pauulaaaaaaaaaa says: (10:43:12 PM)
on stuff
古波蔵 says: (10:43:22 PM)
aww
古波蔵 says: (10:43:31 PM)
well i visit you then =] if you work
he’s a sweet idealist. i need someone to combat my realism. sometimes i need to leave earth for a bit and see what it’s like over my wall
